we arrived to this! damn cold strong wind!
look at my frozen face.
no more leggings or stockings when going up in the middle of the night.
she insisted on driving cos she said we girls were lost.
we found heng heng!
why am i rambling at this hour? because i can't sleep. i fell asleep too early and was aroused (not in that way yym) by a churning stomach. i had the 'rao-raos'. everyone repeat after me: rao-rao. after i rao-ed i decided to change the kitty litter cos it was stinging my nose. then i tried to sleep but hunter kept running around. it's not that i didnt want to sleep.
so now anon is sleeping, so is hunter, and nikki. i still smell the sting.
after i visited the loo, i sat down on the side of the bed and told anon "i don't have a job". she in her groggy state replied, "oh you want to go see the doctor?" cos i was holding my stomach after the raos. i repeated in my croaked voice that i dont have a job. anon told me not to be 'like this'. "soon, soon," she said.
a sneeze just broke my train of thoughts. i know anon must hate me for turning on the lights. but i need to see. being in the dark makes me feel lost. i don't understand how people can NOT turn on the lights. i especially hate it that they turn on a dim light. might as well just kill your eyeballs by poking your two fingers in the sockets.
i'm amazed how nikki can stand still and "stare" at hunter for so long. "stare" because nikki is blind, but she feels. her sense of smell and direction is getting worse though. :( age caught up. but nothing stops her from charging into the room in search of the black ninja.
i love to write. it keeps me sane. and assures me that i'm not that worthless after all. (disputable)
the inclusion of some friends means the exclusion of other friends. i wish to be able to balance my time and have my presence felt everywhere.
a loud snore broke the chirping of the birds and the buzzing of the fan.
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i still prefer a spontaneous trip!
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